I don’t know, but I think it’s in my blood that it irks me when people don’t get things down. You know, I just want to murder someone. Then it comes back to me thinking “Why the hell did I agree in the first place.” PEK CEK. Wasn’t even my problem to deal with la. Using singlish here but I’m seriously annoyed right now. Well, I was just trying to help. Just thought of the gif, “Oh the fucks I give..” HAHAHA. I’m not really anticipating Christmas and my birthday though it would all happen on the same day. No one actually remembers. Oh bother. The insignificant feelings. I felt so horrible the last few days… Being cut off from what I’m saying and nobody listens to what I said. It’s just… Horrible. What happened to mankind?

Hello there! I should be posting at my main but, nah. That’s for pleasure.. And this is for business. So, as I’ve said before that I’ve started working. IT WAS AWESOME. Though, most of them are 16 like ME. But I’m turning seventeen in two weeks. Not the case but yes, the day before, which was monday, it was the last day of work. No doubt, best experience ever. It goes to show that I still have my power of making friends without having any to begin with at the job! Love the people from counter 11-14. #retardsforlifelah. #1 gossipers, sweet sharers, and finally, shit bearers. No seriously, we do things in secret and we escape from the permanent staff. Regardless of whatever shit we’ve been through, WE SURVIVED AND WE HAD FUN. 

So the ridiculous two weeks that I’ve spent at expo, was about tolerating shit. No chizz, this is some anger management class. Number one rule of the service industry, CUSTOMERS ARE ALWAYS RIGHT. So i survived probably 3/4 of the time there not flaring up at the customers. No shit, it’s way worse than the training and we’re severely underpaid for tolerating their shit. Pardon me my Indian friends, but when indians shop, they shop in truckloads, halfway through remove items, interrupt you and finally bargain for the $10 off for every $80 spent. T&C applies of course. I swear to god, I was so damn pissed then. It’s almost closing and we’re down to the last few customers and obviously we were attempting to close the counter and finish off with our closing in order to get home. We were all so exhausted and when we saw the trolley full of clothes etc, “Shit. The lorry’s here.” said Hubert. HAHA. Others began to leave while we were still packing. Mega face palm. Let’s leave that aside and move on to the next point. 

Price tags. 
OH FOR GOD’S SAKE, IF YOU’RE TAGGING THE ITEMS, PLEASE TAG THEM PROPERLY.. ESPECIALLY THOSE SPECIAL BUYS.
Let me tell you a story of how sarcastic and almost shouting at the customer which happened on the last day of work. Seriously, it was the last day.. I could care less man. Besides, the last day didn’t really went smoothly for all of us. We were all on the verge of pissing people off. But it was fun. Anyway, here’s how it went.
I smiled at the lady and her son, asking if she was a cardmember and she said no. Then after that I proceeded to scan the items. After scanning everything, I pressed total on the screen and I told the lady her total bill. Then she asked me why was it so expensive and I shrugged. So I told her in detail of the price and the item. It just so happens that two items were the same BUT they had different price tags. So she asked “Why is that $59? It’s supposed to be $49”. So I explained to her that it had different price tag. She started yelling at me “But they’re both the same, can’t you see that? Why can’t you just scan it as $49?” Then I told her that if that’s how the tag is, I can’t do anything at all. She continued “But the promoter said that they’re both $49! I also don’t want to walk back to take the tag.” Oh, so she drags the promoter in as well huh? I replied her that the promoter has countlessly reminded people to get the YELLOW TAG before making payment. And she says “No, I never hear. He didn’t say. Just scan it as $49!” It’s like she doesn’t understand so I tried explaining but to no avail, she shouted at me again. “JUST PRESS $49.” and then I brought out my snide remarks and sarcasm. “Umm, so you want me to commit a crime for you? By scanning it as $49, whilst the tag shows $59? It’s fraud, madam. Sure, the police is just round the corner, I could get them here. Besides, the management would also find out.” She kept quiet and then she continued again so now I have to walk back and take the tag. Her son left with the sheets to get the tag. I wouldn’t be so pissed if her son didn’t interfere. Before that, her total had a $10 off from her bill. After that… Sigh, he got the tag and the total bill didn’t have the $10 off and then she ask how come. I swore that I’d slap her and her son so hard that their boobs would be concaved by the end of it. Moral of this point? Check your freaking price tags.

Next point : THE BLOODY $10 OFF.
YOU FREAKING CHEAPSKATES, COME HAGGLE WITH ME FOR THE TEN DOLLAR OFF. THE SYSTEM DON’T GIVE YOU ALSO NOT MY PROBLEM. WANT BLAME, BLAME THE COMPANY. IT’S NOT THAT I DONT WANT TO GIVE YOU THE DISCOUNT. IT’S THAT THEY DONT ALLOW. Don’t complain to me. #notmyjob  Times like these, so thankful for Mary, Steven and Marcus. They solve shit for me. :D 

It pretty much sums up my two weeks-ish dealing with problematic customers. Needed to get this off my mind. *shrugs*

Employees needs their rights to retort! 

Greetings, it’s 4:09am. Ugh, too early to be awake or late to be asleep.. 
I’m almost done with book two of Fifty Shades. I soooo need a Christian Grey. Seriously, he’s better than other men out there. He’s really seriously about Anastasia - since the beginning. Plus, his background and everything. The power, fame, fortune. But, the past just has to haunt him. I really do sympathize with him - abused from young, sadist, loner, everything in his possession but never once felt loved. But of course, his mother was a crack whore, but he was adopted by Grace and she loved him with all her heart, mind and soul. But he didn’t feel it until now. After Anastasia said that she loved him, he opened up, changed for her and then they’re getting married. (I know the end of story, book three. I got curious and peeked, skimmed through :D) Even though he’s a screwed up mess - fifty shades fucked up, as to what he calls himself. Deep down, he’s a really great man who truly cares for Anastasia. Seriously, any girl would kill to be her.. Which explains Leila. But I don’t want to go down deep with it. Also, their relationship was just five weeks old, he popped the question. Which is just woah. I could skip this part and wait a lil longer. Like maybe a couple years or so. Haha. Besides, every woman fears marrying the wrong man. Which is true. Someday perhaps. I might meet a guy like him or I could just dream. Hahahahaha. Of course skipping the erotic part. I’m just summarizing the story.. in PG13. Such a hopeless romantic

I hope someday I wouldn’t have to pray “I’d wish that I’d met you earlier.”

And the final curtains fall for the last time as we took our last bows on the stage, this is it. We’ve graduated!

Ahh, five years passed really too quickly.. In the blink of the eye, we really graduated! The days where we were all complaining “Oh man, five years, that’s really a long long long long time. I want to graduate.. Like now. It’s too long for a wait.” And now, I guess we’ve got our wish, we’ve really graduated from the school. Wow, being a senior in school really helped time to pass huh?

I remember the times where when we were in Secondary One, so carefree, so young. We weren’t really that naive in our thoughts and actions, for sec ones, we were really mature for our age.. At times we might goof off and so on, but yeah, we weren’t those who played ‘catching’ in school all the time. But we did, at times. I remembered the first day of school, I walked in with my friends Calvin and Yvette, we were so excited because we were posted to same class along with a couple of others from our Primary six class. We were all sort of the closest people in class because we were all from the same class and I’m really grateful for them. That day itself, we’ve already made a couple new friends. Besides, there were loads more people from school that we already knew. 

I walked into class with the both of them, looked around. Wow, they are really new faces here. I’m really in high school now. Woah. This is really a new start. As I was really anti-social, I dragged Milner to everywhere I went. Hehe. So. As I walked around I found more ex-classmates! YAAAAAAY. I remember I met up with Kris, Teri, Hannah, Audrey and a lot more other people. Dang, no one could adapt to the first day of school even though we had a lot of fun. Then I met a couple more people like Nigel, Jasper, Taro, Zhi Wei they all. Well, they’re having fun.. Haha. The three days of orientation flew past really quickly and then, it was the Hildan Torch ceremony. Wow, we’re officially part of the school! 

Dear 1B’08, thank you all for such wonderful memories when we were all together, so bonded. Though at times we had disagreements, but we came through in the end. It was really a good start to our new chapter of our lives and now as we mark the end of the chapter, WE SURVIVED! I love you guys loads! xx

So yes, five years flew past. We were the only batch that had almost everything! And it all started from us to become a legacy of the school. We had Sec One Camp, Malacca Trip, OBS, Dining Etiquette, and finally Prom. Really have been blessed by the teachers and the school over the years.

I started tearing when we starting singing ‘Auld Lang Syne’, it brings back so much memories that’s close to my heart where we all shared. I looked around the place, the guys were crying too and well, they were’t afraid to show it. We were showing all of our feelings upfront without being so embarrassed of ourselves because it’s the last time we’d be standing in the school hall singing, laughing and crying together this year. Really, time was well spent together with them. Those who had left earlier, we missed you guys. My only regret was that I wasn’t able to know a couple of people a little bit more. 

Thank you teachers for the seed that you all have sown within us. Along the road that we were all growing up, I believe that the teachers had made a lot of effort to guide us and teach us to get to where we are. Now, we have graduated, I’m really thankful that God had place me in this school where there’s a sense of belonging and definitely it’s home to me. I really love this school. 12 years in St Hilda’s, it’s the end of a wonderful story. I really appreciate the opportunities that have been given to me to perform for the school and for my fellow. It may come a little late, I love this school for all they have done for me and for the best of my interests. 

Thank you St Hilda’s Secondary School for my period with you all. I will miss you guys.

1B’08, 2C’09, 3C’10, 4C’11, 5B’12 Love you guys!

Peter, please, show yourself. I really missed you. 

Hey, you’re silly, goofy. I like you. I’m kinda convinced that you’re like Peter Pan. BUT. I still do and will love Peter Pan. ;) Sorry about the sudden obsession with Peter.. HAHA. 

So… I’m graduating from high school tomorrow. Woohoo, graduate! ;) Wow, the feels. I’m about to die.. Would we all break out singing and dancing like high school musical? I don’t know, but I hope that I won’t get too emotional and such. But I know that I would. This is going to be awwwwwkwaaaaard. :) Oh well. 

This morning, I was sitting in math class with a couple of my friends, at the back of the class and we were talking about our sec one days because the majority of us, we were from the same sec one class and not long after, we all got separated.. :( The feeling was, “Woah, I really loved and miss them” and in fact, I do. We were reminiscing about the days when we were so carefree and so bonded as a class. Gonna miss them loads cause they’re the ones that have been here from the start. :’( 

Really appreciate all you guys! Seriously, without all of you guys, my high school life wouldn’t be all that fantastic and such.. Really thankful for God to have placed you guys in my life. Also, for having such awesome friends from sec three. I will really miss you guys! :’(Aaaaaaahhhhhh I really don’t want to cry but believe it or not, I’m tearing as we speak. :( Sounding like some whiney kid but I’M REALLY GOING TO MISS YOU GUISEEEEEEE. :(

I like you, I mean it but is this really what I’m feeling?

Listening to Beautiful by Carly Rae Jepsen feat. Justin Bieber. Hahaha it’s surprisingly good. Though, it sounds like a more of a full male solo… Hahaha!! Oh well, it’s pretty good.

So today. I did nothing much. Other than the overnight study session with Jeam I don’t know why I went with her though. At least, there’s nothing wrong with it.. Right? But yup, the only time that I was productive I guess. 7 hours of work and “recess” I like ;) hahah I’ve missed this feeling more than studying at school during night study. :P ahh, good times. Okay, so this week marks the end of a chapter. We’re GRADUATING! *faints* yup we are! WE MADE IT! Funny thing though, we’ve all made it TWICE! MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. The first one was just weird. I guess now I should cherish my time left with my awesome people. Gonna miss the school… Food :) heheh

Well, our conversation lasted for a day! Cheeky conversations. (Y)! I just hate it when we see each other, we don’t really say much. :/ oh well.

So yeah.. I’m planning to disappear from the surface of the world right now. 

Why?

O levels that’s why.

On the bright side…

Wait, there’s none..  

But, I’m contemplating to head to Perth. But for two weeks…?

I feel that I might be kidnapped. 

But in any case, I’ll disappear on the weekends. :P

Until the eighth of November, I’ll appear again :)